Woah, when was the last time i updated this blog man. Been a while haha.
The thing about not writing at my newer blog is that i dont wish people to read too much into it.
I suppose not many would know of this anyway.
I want to say certain things out, i want my opinions to be viewed and revised.
Somehow.. the differences between us is too big. I know i might just be assuming that it's there and i cant solve it.
Ok face it, i'm tired of people not being able to see my point of view, it's not their fault.

It does get tired of explaining.. or telling people things that they chose not to listen and understand.
I need to feel special. Ugly but that's the truth. I really prefer having that person who's always there for me, rather than having a large group of acquaintance.
I do appreciate all that you have done for me.. but.. somehow that's not the way i am. My mask...

I feel like i'm losing who i am..